Mission

You know, brothers, that our visit to you was not a failure. We had previously suffered and been insulted in Philippi, as you know, but with the help of our God we dared to tell you his gospel in spite of strong opposition. For the appeal we make does not spring from error or impure motives, nor are we trying to trick you. On the contrary, we speak as men approved by God to be entrusted with the gospel. We are not trying to please men but God, who tests our hearts. You know we never used flattery, nor did we put on a mask to cover up greed--God is our witness. We were not looking for praise from men, not from you or anyone else.
1 Thess. 2:1-6

Paul was a missionary. he struggled for the sake of Christ. his heart was set on pursuing Jesus, wherever He may lead. Paul mentioned his experiences with suffering and insults, along with strong opposition. he knows the reason for his pursuit of the call, to be called a man "approved by God to be entrusted with the gospel." why are you a Christian? what are you expecting from your faith? where is Jesus leading you? where's your hope? why do you do what you do? who called you?

Father,
i fall before you with my face on the floor. my heart is broken, for i know that i too often look toward the approval of men, rather than You. i desire to chase You wherever You lead. i want my heart to be set on seeking You with my whole heart, even when the going gets tough. let my heart be steadfast for Your call.
in Christ's Powerful Name ~Amen